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[Jun. 18th, 2006|09:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | mood |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rage against the machine - 'sleep now with fire' | ] |
~x*x~You know what is extremly unfair being a girl and not being able to have sex because its that time of the month it is supremely annoying, as hormones make you want sex more than usual. Seriously what the frig is up with all that, there is juust no need for that kind of torture. I feel crappy. Plus the week before and first day of my period I was in such a bad mood anything chris sed i just took the worst way possible so it meant him like being too scared to talk to mem, not wanting to upset me but at the same time as anger i just wanted cuddles how silly is that. I was all over the place.~x*x~ |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|09:03 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gorillaz ~ 'dare' | ] |
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
WHAT ABOUT US:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Would you fuck me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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| ~x*x~marc love~x*x~ |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | t-rex - 'life's a gas' | ] |
~x*x~I super induldged my t-rex/marc bolan love today I bought the very best of t-rex part 2 (they had no part 1 the bastards which I made them aware of fools) and inside t-rex (which is a book and 2 dvd thing is ace real footage of super sexy marc bolan mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yay. *jumps about* I do get excited about the silliest things but me and cally have had many long chat about our obsessions with our marcs ( her marc almond along my mr bolan). Gonna make some posters soon to stick by the p.c woooo hoooooo look at me go.~x*x~
~x*x~I also bought the corpse bride, I found spirited away and my neighbour totoro which i'll get after i've been payed such cute sweet films.~x*x~
~x*x~thats my little slushy moment of cute things I got and want hehe.~x*x~
~x*x~Bye bye off to watch my Marc dvd's then the corpse bride yay~x*x~ |
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| ~x*x~fading cherry~x*x~ |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|11:34 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my bed room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hi tack - 'say say say' | ] |
~x*x~Just like the red in my hair is fading my Cherryred essence is fading is it time to call it a day and just be who I really am as some of you know what my real name is. I just feel so worthless and like I can help everyone else and like thats all I can do right now which I'm happy to do but when I try and do owt for me it just goes wrong and fucks up big style. I can't seem to get my art to be original like it has been, don't know why I bother with it. I do one piece I'm really proud of then suddenly all the ones after are just not good enough. Maybe I've done so much photomanipulations in such a short space of time I've used all my creative outlet, I'll try doing some more drawings might help.~x*x~
~x*x~Been so tired latly maybe because I've been off work for nearly 2 weeks when I go back I may feel a little out of it which won't help. It's been nice to be at home so I can see chris when hes not working bet he can't wait for me to get back to work. He just got his albums back yesterday all 1000 of them so now the real work begins. I'm gonna do some help promoting them back in my hometown of scouseland, only because its such a musical influencial city. Their playing the cavern april 15th got some people to go already so thats good for them. It always feel wierd being back in Liverpool, like seeing all my friends back home and family. Hearing people talking in scouse or just being in places I used to be all the time like my old job, shops or bars and pubs (where I spent most of my time).~x*x~
~x*x~I know I hardly update this but I'm trying because cally always does so I need to keep up lol, also I can't wait to read Twink's next post. Hint hint. Anyways I'll see you all laters.~x*x~
~x*x~bye bye~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|12:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rob zombie - 'dragula' | ] |
~x*x~gosh darn I'm really bored waiting for the shower might go watch some saturday t.v its been a while since i've done that like. OMG its my wee brothers 18th birthday on tuesday awwww I remember when he was a wee baby his face all creased and crying but still so cute. Stop getting broody now you big ming. lol.~x*x~
~x*x~sooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry, only just had breakfast but I only had a few mini shreaded wheat and its nearly dinner time woop woop. Gonna get the dinner on for me and chris soon he's been teaching this morning. he works so hard but i suppose we both do it keeps us living comfotable so I won't moan and I'll go cook dearest chris some bacon sarnies.~x*x~
~x*x~see you all later. just trying to get into a habit of keeping up with my live journal even writing silly things that make no sense just to keep in the habit of at least writing things more often.~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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| A once in life time oppertunity to ask the very secretive cherry anything you wish |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | led zeppelin - 'thank you' | ] |
Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal
7. Myself
8. Other
...no matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.... just ask it!
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|02:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | david bowie - 'fame' | ] |
~x*x~ello all know its been a while i've been working so much latly being short staffed i'm always the one how gets lumbered with he extra hours, being your own boss sucks sometimes. need to sack some people feel bad but it needs to be done so if anyone knows anyone who'd like to work with me who lives in yotrkshire or would like to move let me know. Not that likely to happen unless puny wants to commute everyday but i doubt that would happen.~x*x~
~x*x~i'm off for two weeks end of this month when the my co-manager joe gets back from his holidays. Can't wait I can be lazy and do what I want woop woop maybe I can go see my family for a bit seeings as its nearly my das birthday and mothers day on the same day how conveniant lol. Really need to go horse riding not been for a week because of stupid staff being off all at the same time but the volunteers have been a great help thanks to them i've got through plus had some friends come over and help me with all the bloody pregnant animals i've got i swear its a nightmare this time of year.~x*x~
~x*x~and for those who read all the confusion over my last posts i'm not pregnant its just not the right time as chris says he sed he wants me to himself for a bit longer woooooo. It would be nice one day, and the fact that he said that makes me think that he'd weant children with me which makes a very angry, temper driven cherry happy. him and my good friends are the only popel who keep me calm so thanks to them to the twinkle monster, cally face, puny cutie and mr jayness love you all. I know my temper is hard to live with and I may annoy you all but i'd do anything for you lot.~x*x~
~x*x~having a half day at work today done most of the work from home and gonna do a evening shift tonight. whicxh is good and then I have a day off tommorow because some of the workers are back from being off but i'll be having words with them on saturday the fookers. They think I have nothing better to do than cover their work
its just as bloody well i'm not having baby god help me i'd be off and the animal centre would go down the drain if both me and joe was ever off for one day.~x*x~
~x*x~well aplogise for my lack of care on my grammer and use of captial letters cos really i couldn't give a fuck sometimes i notice and i will make them adjustments but i can't be fucked to be fair, see you all laters~x*x~
bye bye
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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[Feb. 24th, 2006|01:37 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thin lizzy - 'the boys are back in town' | ] |
~x*x~Sorry about scaring people with that last entry I hope it is just me being paranoid. I mean me have a baby thats just daft talk, the poor child would grow up with mental issues. I now know how Chris would react so thats nowt to worry about which is grand but still I am le shitting ma kecks. I mean I would be happy if I was just getting alittle tubby that would be better at least thats somat I could shift.~x*x~
~x*x~Two posts in one day my god I must be ill that is so un cherry of me, I need to keep my cool and stuff, the damn preggers symptoms are very annoying I tell thee I think I'd rather have a cold i'm all sore and fat and dizzy and feel like i may be sick sometime soon. I need a hug, a really bug hug. Hey twink you may be uncle Twink lol.~x*x~
~x*x~How silly am I I'm all paranoid and emotional unless thats another sympton i bloody hope not. I have too much stuff to do and i want Chris to my self for a bit longer. I'd have to get rid of the cats and OMG not work as much oh dear jesus nooooooooooooo.~x*x~
~x*x~people reply soon with doses of sanity and reality please, much appreciated.~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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p.s I need my chris |
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[Feb. 24th, 2006|01:13 am] |
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| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | foo fighters - 'monkey wrench' | ] |
~x*x~Not really sure what this is for but hey I was bored so help me out by paticipating, yes Twinkle this means you.~x*x~
~x*x~ http://kevan.org/johari?name=cherrylicious ~x*x~
~x*x~anyway on a different note I have to say something that may seem very stupid but I think I may be 2 months pregnant. ~x*x~
~x*x~hmmmmmmmmmm I'll keep you all posted.~x*x~
~x*x~buh bye kiddies~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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| back in the days of walks and sleepovers |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|01:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Incubus - 'are you in' | ] |
"We're a long way from sanity you know." He said.
"Aye but thats why we're such good friends its what draws us together." She replied.
Twink and his good friend Cherryred walked down the path of their favourite park, the sun was beaming and the signs that spring was drawing nearer were showing. She had asked to meet him which they would often do knwing they valued they others opinion very highly as the had so much in common, more than they realised. It seemed so right to tell him her real name she thought, not long ago on a similar walk. It wasn't the kind of information she would divulge to anybody they had to earn that privilage for she felt like sh was letting defences sytems down for sharing her identity.
"Do you think I will ever open my own animal centre Twink?" Cherry asked.
"I have no doubt hun, you can do anything you like you have so much strength in you" Answering as he smiled at her.
"I just wonder how to get to my dream or if its just some silly girlish fantasy that will always just be that.", "I don't want to work at the stupid supermarket forever I don't think I could handle that." she added
"Have faith in yourself like I have faith in you" he said giving her a hug, still smiling.
"I'm glad I have you twink" "but enough about me how are you?"Cherry wondered.
"Ok I guess feel kind of lonely." "I know life without her are for the best but its difficult like the nights alone or not getting cuddles and kisses"
"Awwwww I know i'm having the same problems right now since I left Mike, he just wasn't for me. He was for himself, and himself only.
They both laughed this was their favourite on going joke that their ex's loved the idea of relationships and themselves more than their partners and what it stood for. It made them feel better thasn when they got depressed and then blaming themselves fpr porblems.
They reached a bench and sat down, she held her arms around him and told him that he would always have her. She always secretly had a thing for twink but didn't want to spoil their friendship. He hasd always been there and stuck by her even if times got tough.
They sat and talked for a few hours before it started to get dark so they headed back for food and movies night at Twinks. Cherry was from liverpool but would often stay in london at his place as they both was very familiar with lonliness and found comfort in each others company.
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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p.s yes the spelling and grammer is shite but its the story what counts.
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|12:40 am] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dirty dancing soundtrack - 'be my baby' | ] |
~x*x~I hate my shitty exsistance~x*x~
~x*x~I want a new one~x*x~
~x*x~why is stuff so complicated~x*x~
*cries alot*
~x*x~I need a hug~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|01:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rammstein - 'du hast' | ] |
~x*x~First things first twink rules and anyone who messes with him is gonna get it so twink fear not the cherrinator is here.~x*x~
~x*x~Hey all not really posted in few days been very busy with work and stuff. Took chris to work and was showing him all the animals on sunday, I asked him what would he do if I brought home a mouse called it wotsit (don't ask unless your cally or jay) he said it would be cool. yay. Haha was drinking shots with my mate at her work yesterday it was funny. I hope she dosn't get in trouble even if she dosn't care. Was kinda annoyed with myself today was gonna go meet up with cally and jay but i felt really sick and need to rest today I hate cancelling on people even if its a good reason.~x*x~
~x*x~Gonna watch some dvd's soon because I can lol. Cats need feeding I can hear them trying to get into cubboards in the kitchen lol. silly kitties. Chris is well busy playing with his new toy for his geetar its ace. Hes like a big kid hes like oooohhh it does this and this and that and ooooohhh look at this. Bless.~x*x~
~x*x~Think I needs s sandwich now. mmmmmmmm yesh yesh that would be nice and a brew.~x*x~
~x*x~twink leave me a comment or whatever if you wanna talk I miss ya dude.~x*x~
bye bye
~x*x~cherryred~x*x~
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|12:56 am] |
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| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rage against the machine - 'killing in the name of'' | ] |
~x*x~I stole this from twink~x*x~
~x*x~wooo I like that quiz my real name gave something not nice but thats not the point i'm more cherryred anyways~x*x~
~x*x~Plus trying to make Chris's valentines thing pressie but google hates me and is giving me crappy searches damn it to hell. God this is why I get so angry, because the world is run by mental fuck wits goddamn. They need a kick in the face. Hmmmmmmm maybe I could find out where the google office is as well as trying to find out where Bill Gates works as he is in need of some fist to face confrontations after some much needed verbal abuse after hating microsoft for so long. Msn fucks up and its his fault. Anyways think thats it for now may update tommorow~x*x~
~x*x~cherry~x*x~
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | David Bowie - 'space oddity' | ] |
Hey,
Twink found this cool site I was like a diary on-line you gotta be shitting me. haha. Well I Love diarys gives me somewhere to vent and shit but like I always lose stuff or spill alcofrol all everywhere when I'm smashed.
Mmmmmm speaking of which I need a drink. lol. I really need to go to my acohol help classes but i'm far too lazy and well I don't think its a problem really. Maybe I do I dunno I don't really give a flying fuck to be honust.
Can't wait to meet up with Twink again hes a legend *waves to twink* He helps me with so much stuff he's cool. This LJ will be cool cos then he can read my posts and leave me comments woop woop and i'll write him stuffs.
Anyway gotta scoot Chris is home (yay) and well as I am most of the time very horny, damn I think thats another obsession of mine hehe (only with chris before anyone says owt).
laters all.
*cherry* x x x |
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